The love of my life is me

The love of my life is me!

It has to be, it can’t be otherwise. That is what all spiritual teachings say. It is in you, it is in you…

And it is! I am the Universe.
In me is the seed to everything.
Am I going to give it water and let it grow inside of me?

Do I love myself enough to feed this precious gift that is called desire or dream inside of me?

Am I open enough to help it grow with my positive intentions and most important with my FAITH in the Universe that it will show up outside of me, because it is already inside of me?

Do I love myself enough to let go of anything that would limit me?
Am I finally open to smile to the world with a toothless tooth and say…this is me!
This is what life has shaped of me and I am not embarrassed any more to say I am happy to be me?

Life has shaped me to a being that is ready for the world to see that I have something to give. I feel deep inside that my art is wanting…wanting to be harvest and spread all around the world. It is as if I feel that I am ready to give birth to the best in me. I feel I am ready to not keep away my gifts for the world.
I am ready to share.

I wasn’t before. Before I would hide my smile and think I am not good enough. I had all my teeth, (well fixed teeth because I feel on my face 18 years ago when my weight was 72 pounds and I barely could walk) and could have smiled, really.
Ironically enough, now I feel ready to smile although I miss a tooth!

Today I can see that my embarrassment and shame was from a deep feeling inside I was not worthy enough. Falling on my face 18 years ago was a logical result of my belief system in that time.

When you think you are not enough things like that happen…

Now you are probably thinking, what have her teeth to do with her story?
Well I feel that my teeth are symbol for how life shaped me and I feel I am full circle around. The broken teeth are symbol for the broken me I was. The victim, the child, the abandoned, the rejected one…

It was my old identity.

Today I smile with my new identity and don’t want to hide for the world anymore what I have to give.

I have a story to tell and can share profound lessons because I lived them. I have my art to share, that can create miracles in this world.

I am not holding me nor my art back anymore, no excuses…
God wants me to share and say

Behind every façade is a treasure…

Look deeper when you encounter somebody on the street.
Behind the façade is a story to tell.

Everybody has the same story and we can all learn from each other.
We are all one.
Behind the façade is God.
That is the real you!
Are you going to give it water, give it thought, give it love and harvest?
Or are you going to hide your soul in a cave?

It is something you can do for a little while…but God/ the Universe will poke you out of your darkness..

I guess I got that poke…

Love you all,

You are me and I am you.

Namaste Tamara!

Now i learned the lesson...
maybe the Universe can find me a dentist :)

(That's me...am looking)
I prefer a  FULL smile,
as my own energy field radiates
full JOY!

Togetherness2

Togetherness for me is BEING together. It means that you are a strong tree next to your partner. You don’t really need the partner to be whole, but you walk this wholeness-togetherness together.
Being in your full potential is being in the center of your life. It goes about you and your relationship with God. In that center nobody else can enter: you are together.
When another being enters your life, who has also this deep connection with the Universe within him/her Self, a magical life can be shared.
In this place there can’t be such a thing as mis-trust, because the trust is not DEPENDANT on the approval of THE other. The trust is already there inside of you in a deep peace that you act upon the God within. You walk with God/The Universe and know deeply that when you act upon this trust, it is also good for THE other.
In this place of love and togetherness the two centers emerge and there is no other anymore.
We are ONE together in our separateness.

ONE LOVE!

Togetherness

This is a new painting!

It is called togetherness and it symbolizes the love we feel for one another.

This love raises above all fixed beliefs how love should be and how it should start. It just happens and you can’t do anything about it.

We are on this planet with a billion people..or how many?
Anyway consider there are a billion people, that means that there are a billion different realities. Each one of us has its own reality and has its own perception that what is called love.
We try to define it and put it in a box.

Each one of us made our own box and write on it: "This is how love should be."

You can’t cheat on each other, you have to say “I love you’,every day I need a kiss on my forehead, every week I want some flowers, etc…Go on and on...I have several...

What a horrible disaster when your partner forgets to kiss you on the forehead in the morning!
It can be that it was not on purpose..but you might take it personal and the box of love shrinks and you feel pain and you feel REJECTED.

And out of my past and recent experiences I see that there is no way you can BOX love.
You can’t predict when it starts and when it ends. It just happens and one of the things I really learned is that it never comes from the outside, but that it is a inside magical happening.
When you are there in that love there is no such thing as hate, betrayal, rejection, abandonment, fear, sadness,…there is only love.
All those words are words that were formed because you tried to box love.
Nobody CAN ever take you away from love, because you ARE love!
Love doesn’t come from the other…it is in you!

When you realize that you open the BOX and let love move freely then you will see that all is love.

All what you are is love.
Are you open enough..
Are you enough..
to open the

BOX?

Love to you all, tamara

Let go and let GOD!

How it is we create peace in the world?

I am so so happy today.
I have to say that I had a collision course with somebody. I am not proud of it.
It just was.
It was for about a month that a certain person was angry at me. There was a lot of tension and it made me look inside of me.  I had said something to her that to me was a normal request and boundary. To her it must have been a treat, I guess.
But I saw that my protection was a form of war-energy towards her.
And where ever there is war, there is pain at both sides.

It hurt…we are love and anything that goes against it, is not our true Nature and it causes suffering….

Anyway she was angry and she showed it every time we met.
She turned her head away, said hello to the person next to me; but ignored me.
First it hurt.
Then I had to come upset too, to not feel the hurt of her rejection.
And that causes a negative circle of pure war energy. It really felt bad.

The day I decided to walk in her shoes I could see how she felt rejected by me.
We are all the same and united, when we have a fight going on between us; it is because there is a fight going on within us.

Where was the tension in me?

Where do I have to learn something?

What is she showing me?

Where did I reject me?

Where is the gift she is offering me?

Where was I in war with me?

One day she came in the bay and our group of friends was standing in a circle. She needed a phone and I was the only one that had a phone with service. I had to decide fast when the question came to me.
“Does somebody have a phone?”
Do I give my phone to a woman that is ignoring me? And that treats me as s…?
Instead of the usual anger I was feeling love!
It was so intensely to feel love streaming through me.
As a higher power was at work.
“Give her your phone!” I heard.

And I heard myself saying;
” You can use my phone. And please sit in my car, because there is the spot where there is reception.”

Waaw, did I say this?

She just accepted, which was an action of God too, I felt.
When she handed back my phone she asked how much it was and I just said; “Nothing.”

“But can I give you a hug?” I asked.
She said; “yes.”
And then I asked her why she was angry and she spoke her heart and I spoke mine…and ever since..it is about a week, we talk and laugh together and today we went snorkeling together to a place that is called: WONDERLAND.

It is the most amazing place I ever saw. Well I saw a few, but this underwater world of reef and fish was really as wonderland.
It was a gift, a joy to swim together and to find peace in our hearts and love and much more…

It is by acts of forgiveness and love we heal the planet, starting with healing ourselves.

Mahalo N. for showing me wonderland …
inside and outside of me…
the peace valley of an abundant world of light and true beauty
in the ocean
out the ocean
in myself
outside myself
in you
and outside of you
in us
outside of us.

LET GO and LET GOD…
and everything is AWESOME…

Aren’t we?

love to you all, tamara
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The dolphin King/Queen

The love of a dolphin changes your life forever. This painting radiates the energy of royal power. The dolphin knows, he changes the world to a higher vibration. When you bring this energy into your world, you will be asked to bring this energy into your field of existence. It  is the energy of knowing that any limiting thought is a thought of lack and doesn’t suit you anymore. You take your power back and only allow the thoughts of worthiness and equality.
You are king and Queen.You are.

This is a new painting and is for sale on my website www.rainbowsheart.com
or please call me, you are welcome in my home in Maui..or in my heart...
Love to you! ALOHA!
Tamara rainbow

Grand Pa printer mumbels

We would be so much happier when we accept when …
something is over,
it is over.
Sometimes we grab back to past things, relationships and want to try to bring it back, but we know in our hearts it is over.
Saying to something or somebody goodbye is always a hard thing to do. It is hard because we hold on to long and don’t accept what is.

I was preparing something with my printer and had to dig in the past, which I was postponing for some days.

In Belgium we would say I had a ‘hanging butt’. That means you THINK you need to do something, you don’t really want to do. So you drag yourself to it, convince you have too, make up all stories in your head why you SHOULD do it, etc…

I already learned when that comes up I try to do it immediately, so it is not in my head the whole time; before I would let my butt hang for a longer time. Now I just do what comes in front of me to do, as quick as I can. Otherwise I lose the Now moment.
Anyway so I started doing what I thought I needed to do and immediately after a few minutes the printer helped me to erase the task off my mind. It got stuck!
I never had have any problem before with my printer, but today he said

(I assume it is a he, looking at it J);

”Done with the past, only the Now counts!”

As a normal human being I tried one more time to Unstuck him and to try again, responsible as I am to do what I SHOULD be doing…

No way…
He didn’t move…

The printer showed me the image of me being stuck in the mud of the past…
Ok I got it, I felt it and act upon it.
I erased the printer tasks of the past and changed it to printer tasks of the now.
I stepped from the past in the now and printed off a picture of my loved one and me. Now.

In my head I was still doubtful and two voices were still arguing to win the fight. One voice said;"Let go of the past!" The other thought said;"You ought to be responsible!" Maybe I should go to a friend and do this task anyway…blablabla…

It was as if the printer wanted to shut up my mind and he started
magically printing the picture that was representing the now.

Letting go…

I know I had to learn this lesson the hard way, but maybe I can spare you pain and suffering.
I must admit that I always have felt when something was over.

When I look back I always have had a voice telling me it is time to say goodbye. Let go!
And you know it deep inside, but the ego fights against it; because it feels insecure.
But your Soul knows that you are NOT ALIGNed anymore. It is complete and you need to step and continue your path alone and meet other people, other teachers, and other companions. And there again, it might you will say goodbye again. You never know. You might stay together for a life time; you might see each other only for a day. You trust God that the right people show up and leave in the right moment and you just follow your heart. You know if people disappear out of your life, it isn’t a ‘bad’ thing. It just is.
You step further and further and one day you will see and feel and smell and KNOW that there are never really goodbyes. Everybody walks with you, deep within your heart.
We are all connected and all one, we just have another vibration for some time to learn something new. At the end we all meet again in the same vibration; full circle around.
We are one, we are God.

When we die, we emerge again into the greater field.

So today Grand Pa Printer gave me heads up to let go…

Unstuck you from the past and move on, sweet sister! Go on and celebrate your life!

Don’t dig in the past of past memories and get stuck in the mud. Lift up your head and turn as a sunflower to the sun and go…

Step into your NEW life, NOW…
Every second, every minute of the day…
Move into your new vibration…

This reminds me of the symbolic meaning of the shark…
I did a painting not long ago with this symbol in it and it said:

The shark is a master of emotion, he moves and keeps on moving in deep knowing there is no death, there is no past. There is only a continuous movement of this moment  of NOW.

Namaste, Aloha…Love you all

I am you and you are me…
NOW.

You can visit my website www.rainbowsheart.com to buy any painting you want. You can also order a Soul painting…This painting above is older work..but stays always in the NOW!

Quit the shit

It is amazing how the Universe works. I am still a humble student learning the simply laws of life.
Simply huh?
yes I came to understand and experience that when our lives take a turn to the roller coaster ride of pain and suffering, it is because we made it to complicated. It is because we tried to control the outside world. It is something that simply isn’t possible; it will fail over and over again.
Our only job is to stay centered and aligned of who we really are.

It is in that center, that we find peace.
It is how I try to stay centered. I know there is something I THINK that is not right when I lose that feeling of peace.

I felt insecure today, and when I slow down I could see that my thoughts had carried me away and have made a whole world that was not even true. The world I was looking at was a creation of my own old thoughts and beliefs. Once I questioned if it was true or not, my life simplified itself and I found peace again.

I am so blessed i have a wonderful teacher P-Yoda that shows me lovingly and amazingly how…in her words… to “Quit making shit up!"

Thank you P-Yoda!

Her teachings bring me back to the place where peace lies, and that is the place where I AM.

From that place I can ask what I want and the Universe  will serve me…if I am open  enough to receive whatever comes, to create more of what i want.
My RESPONSIBILITY in life is to hold that energy and to trust…
When I am there I am the drop of water that emerges with the whole Universe.
When I am there I am the Ocean that embraces the drop of water.

No distance, no separation..only oneness and faith that when I hold that powerful energy of I AM, everything comes what I need in every NEW moment.

Am I loving enough towards myself to give me what I want and QUIT THE SHIT!

Namaste!

Love you love you love you P-Yoda!

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The light shines, I smile again...

It is amazing how life works…well it really works and we are so fortunate to be alive.

I am really in lots of gratitude with my life right now, it is so awesome. I live in Maui, swim every day in the Ocean and it is as if that Ocean is my garden. Instead of walking in my garden I walk into the Ocean and find dolphins, whales, turtles and lot’s of tropical fish that wonders with me every day again and again.

It is as if I live in Wonderland.

As more I am becoming who I really am, I am getting more of who I really am.
Nowadays when my heart wish comes out of my heart, the Universe works to deliver me exactly what I need to bring that heart wish in reality.
It is amazing.

My wish

I was longing for a new tooth.
Maybe two new tooth as a matter a fact.
Maybe even three.

It is for about 18 years I don’t dare to smile fully.
I know that most of you don’t know which journey I made to become who I am today.
When you look to my art that is who I really am.
And even in the darkest periods of my life, my art kept me alive.
It was always joyful and alive. I never ever could paint dark, because when I paint it is the true me who’s painting. So I could escape out of all the abuse I had in my life when I painted.

The identity that was suffering was the guilty-me and was absolutely opposite of my Art-me.

It wasn’t always easy to have two identities.
I got to taste of different abusive situations to learn more of what I didn’t want.
I believe that whatever happens into your life was there to form you in the true alignment you are right now. Such a thing as regrets doesn’t really exist.

But today It is as if I walked through a time portal and I entered a new life.

What have my teeth to do with this?
It is so amazing… yesterday I lost my filling of one of my tooth. Now when I smile you see this big black hole. My friends assure me it isn’t so bad. But for me it is. And for them too. They just try to comfort me.
It is as if I was in a big fight and I was the last 20 years of my life. I fought with my own self.
It looks awful that big black hole!
I can put a cigarette in it and it won’t go anywhere. Haha

If I would smoke that would be convenient, but I don’t.

I fell 18 years ago on my face. I had the disease anorexia nervosa and weigh 72 pounds, I was very weak and fell down and lost my beautiful teeth. They fixed it with attaching pieces. It was not so well done, but I never had the money to really fix it right. I feel so ashamed for my teeth. I always have trouble to smile and I love to smile.

Anyway a few days ago I got the message your tooth will fall out.

Was it my own creation? And I created it or was it from a higher source to warn me. I think it was a simultaneous thing.
It is my desire to change my teeth and to leave the past of pain and suffering behind and to enter my Paradise now. I had anorexia nervosa for almost 18 years.
The last 6 months of my life are the happiest ones I ever had EVER.
What changed my whole life was the decision to love myself. I started attracting people that love me and it made me more loving and I attracted more people that were loving…

I got anorexia almost 20 years ago when my mom died from cancer. Because I had run away from home and had a relationship with a woman at the time, my family accused me for my mom’s death.
I walked with this burden for about 20 years and when you allow yourself to walk with that, you only attract more of that. I allowed people to punish me and abuse me , because I thought I didn’t deserve better.
It was lifted off my shoulders this summer when my dad visited me in Hawaii and told me it was not my fault. He told me I could let it go and I could be happy.

You can’t imagine what a relief I felt! It was as if I stepped out of prison after 20 years.

It was the prison of my own mind.
I believed the thoughts that I made my mom sick.

I could have chosen 20 years ago to have another thought but I didn’t.
I did change my thoughts when my dad gave me permission and I felt so free.

Since July my life is so wonderful.
And that I lost my tooth is not a bad thing I feel deep inside.
It feels as if I start over again.
I walked out of the prison of my own limited thoughts and can open my arms to the light and the sun and

SMILE again…

We all have the power to free ourselves of belief systems that are formed in the past and in the now..When you do, you will see how your life changes from hell to Paradise!
I promise you!

If you need help I do intuitive readings through sketches. It is very profound and it liberates you deeply.
Call me for an appointment 808-754-5883
or go to my website and shoot me an email…

Namaste!

The painting is a Maui sunset and is for sale on www.rainbowsheart.com

New painting...Maui sunset

Come and visit my website www.rainbowsheart.com to view my newest work!

My brush is my magic wand

The last days I was kind of entangled in the actions I see around me to defend animal rights.
I was horrified with how we treat our planet, animals and our fellow human beings.
My rebellion Nature from when I was 15-16 came out and I wanted to fight against all the ones that were ‘the offenders’ of crimes against life.
Until I swam with my dolphin sisters and brothers and they taught me a deep lesson.

DOLPHINS ARE LOVE.

They don’t want the energy of fighting!
When we send this energy out , the Universe can only bring us the same energy back.

Fighting brings fighting.

The people who kill will automatically attract violence.
It is a Universal law.
It is hard but I feel we can only make a change in the energy with looking to them in compassion and with loving them. As we are all one, they are showing us a pain deep inside.
I hear it is when we can heal the pain deep within the soul that we can help the dolphins.
It is time to not point outside anymore, but to go inwards and see where we kill dolphins.

Dolphins stand for a certain energy…they are angelic love…where do you kill the angelic love inside of you?
I know I go far, but that’s why I am on earth, I guess.
I am a healer of the soul.

So as activists we don’t want to make the same mistake.
I hear that we have to be careful with our words, our images and our intentions.
When you put up your fist, there is a mirror at the other side that will show you the same.

I have asked the Universe/God what I can do? I can’t just shut my eyes, ears and mouth.
God talked through the dolphins and they were very clear...

I need to stay on their level of vibration and that means NO FIGHTING!

They asked me to see everything in a higher perspective.
And act on the level of LOVE.
How can I do that? Was my question to the field, to God, to the Universe….
Paint for the dolphins, use your brush as a magic wand and make intentional paintings to shift the energies of the WHOLE situation.

Use your words carefully…
only use words that contribute to the power of love…

I was on the beach tonight painting and I attracted a woman with a shirt on that said something about Dolphin protection.

Yes yes that is how life works, when you put it in the field/ Universe it comes back to you very fast.
She started talking to me about defending dolphins and all animals in the whole world  and I shared her my experience about taking action with LOVE.

She kind of thought that was impossible…we have to fight she said…before it is too late!
Is he right? or is tehre no right or wrong anyway...

She looked Indian and so I said to her what about Ghandi, he taught us we can’t FIGHT violence.
But she thought we didn't have the time…
Is love not timeless?
is tehre such a thing as time when we emerge in the totallity of the universe?

So I decided to do what I feel to do and so I take up my weapon,
that is my brush
and will paint to change the world

in a world of love…

I will paint the world of LOVE I want and so create it!

I will not let me distract anymore and think opposite thoughts of what I really want.

Heaven is here and now!

Love Tamara

Honu understands dolphin

Honu understands dolphin

This morning I had a amazing swim. The water was super clear, the sunrays were shining through and the coral was just shining rainbows in the water. It is a magical world there under the water surface.
I just adore it, to feel the water on my skin, to be in the water, to swim. I feel at home in the Ocean, so home… I saw lot’s of turtles and when I swim I sing my dolphin song, hoping they hear it and show up.

This morning a turtle showed up for my dolphin serenade. She came close and hang for about 10 minutes under my belly. It was amazing. She took some air and normally they soar down to the bottom of the ocean, this time she just stayed at my belly for the longest time. Then suddenly she took another breath and swam down…
I could see that she enjoyed the attention so much…
each day sing a song for somebody, or tell them they are beautiful, pick up that phone and leave a loving message…that bit of attention can be the love that person, animal or plant needs that day. For you it seems a little something, for them it can be the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow…

All love ,Rainbow

Paintings are for sale on www.rainbowsheart.com

Honu is hanging loose...

This is a new painting!
Honu, our beloved.
This morning in the ocean,
they were in Hawaiian time having breakfast,
soaring around,
having their shields cleaned at the cleaning station,
slowly soaring up to the surface to take a breath,
hang for a while,
take another breath…
and another

And another,

to move slowly down to the bottom of the Ocean…

To do who knows what?
to go and rest,
To have some more breakfast
Or to just cruise around,
Maybe find a playmate,
Hmmmn not bad to have been incarnated in a sea turtle.


Only to watch out for an occasional shark from in the Ocean

and from out of the Ocean (called humans with dangerous fish lines)…

I name of Honu, please take your fish lines back with you on land,

Mahalo!

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Love to the dolphins of Japan

Just had a discussion with a Japanese woman that parentally defends the killing of dolphins in Japan. I had heard that the Japanese people are clueless, but some are not.

When i asked her if she knew what was happening in the cove, she answered she did. And in fact through her words I could read she said;"Mind your own business!"

She must have felt attacked, because she threw at me;”Your people are also killing seals, pigs etc..”
I just answered that I was writing out of my own story, that I was a vegetarian, not participating in the death of any animal. But then she defend herself again with saying I was killing plants.
And that is true..but we can go on and on…and live in war..I prefer PEACE.
And I truly believe out of the depth of my heart, that there is not such thing as anyone or anything being better then another. I do believe that we are on Earth to serve the light.
And when I came in Hawaii and met my first dolphins, I fell in love. I feel it is my job to be their ambassador. To let people know that dolphins and whales are here to hold an important energy for helping us to rise to a higher consciousness. In the depth we are all Soul and One, and that is what they embody here. Don’t let us kill these angels of light!

Love and light Tamara

Here is my video again, feel ..please feel for yourself that what I share is sincere

Pono, make it right!

Lately I am disturbed by thoughts…
Sometimes those turbulent swirling thoughts or ideas inside of me, can be my Soul pushing me to do something different.
To take action, to think different…

anyway,
 it is always a beginning of big changes.

I was lately overwhelmed of all the pictures and photos on facebook of abused animals.
I know there are many abused humans too, but we don’t want to make any excuses any more. Aren’t we? I didn’t really want to forward those images, because I want to bring a positive energy in the Universe. But what about people who don’t know?

It was my dad in fact, that woke me up even more, with writing me; after I posted one pic of pigs in small boxes waiting for their death. I was in conflict wither to post pictures or not.

He wrote I was exaggerating. Hmmm that did it!
I am a vegetarian for a long time. I ate some fish because I thought I needed it, but stopped it soon when I knew dolphins have to die in order for me to eat fish.

I don’t think we need meat. Look at me, to my body. I am super strong. I run in the morning, swim miles and walk at night with sunset and I feel great.
But for the ones who eat meat...
I would say, please look how indigenous people consumed meat.
They just took what was enough.
They didn’t make animals to sale products, numbers or throw-away products.

Common let’s face this. We don’t need all those horrible pictures anymore to wake us up!
I believe that you contribute to that pain with bringing those pics in the world and that when you bring positive news in the world, that that is the contribution you bring.
I don’t pretend it is not there. I am aware and choose not to eat meat and then I contribute with putting pics up of positive actions.
How I do my healingwork is the following…I see the wound healed. I see the animal free, I see humans happy,…and I paint it to bring this energy in the world.

So together..my thoughts are shouting, what can we do together to change this abuse?

When we abuse another human being, an animal or plant we are abusing ourselves. Our world is sick now and a deep change can only happen when we change from deep within.

I am starting my campaign for the dolphins. Dolphins are my thing.
I started it with bringing my video in the world showing how sensitive dolphins are.
I paint them to bring their energy of love and freedom in the Universe.
I swim with them to radiate more their energy into the whole.

I will feel what I can do next…
I just offered The cove to use my paintings to stop the killing in japan.

I know from deep within that everybody knows deep inside what we can do to make a change.
Let’s start with an apologize to our Mother earth, to the plants and all the animals.
And to our fellow human beings and to ourselves.

It is time to wake up and take our responsibility to make it PONO.
Pono means in Hawaiian: make things right.

We have a lot of work to do and today I am directing to all the animals on our beautiful Planet Earth.

To all animals,

We are so sorry for all the pain we are causing you,
we are sorry we used you to make ourselves wealthy and to feed our greed,
we are sorry we destroyed your environment and polluted your nests,
we are sorry we killed and tortured you,
….
We are sorry
…
I thank you, forgive me, I love you, I am sorry (Ho’onoponopono= Hawaiian healing method)
…

Is there still place for them to be in Nature?
Can we stop consuming so much?
We don’t really need what we think we need.

I am awake already for a long time. I supported an animal organization in Belgium with my art.
But a few days ago, this frog told me it was time and woke me up even more.

Yes frogs talk!
Yes animals talk!
Listen…

Here is my frog story…

It just got dark and I had parked my car far, because I wanted to walk in the night to see the moon rising.
We are not used to a lot of rain in Kihei, but we had two days of rain and there were a few peddles here and there. When I was crossing South Kihei road, I had to be fast for the cars that were passing. It is tourist season and then it is more crowded. When I ran over I saw a frog sitting, just at the edge of the dangerous road.
“ Mmm”, I said to him, ”This is too dangerous for you, go a little further.”
I was pushing him at his butt with my big paper bag, trying to get him to walk. (Why do I think it is a him?) In Belgium we have frogs too, but they are so small compared to this huge FROG.
A thought appeared in my head; where can he go? There is not frog nature here anywhere, really.
Step for step we were moving further away from the street. I was bowing and pushing him little by little with the bag. I was too shy to pick him up. I didn’t feel good about that.

Hmmm, this must be horrible, I thought. He must be terrified, that I am doing this.
Who am I in fact to decide where he should go, anyway?
Well, he attracted me,(me= who is deciding to interfere in his life). So I guess, it is ok what I was doing.
Then another thought occurred to me:
Why was I yeckie from a frog and not from a dolphin?
What was the difference?
My thoughts and judgments about the two animals was the difference. There was not really a difference, then that they only appear in different bodies in this life time. Essentially they are the same: they are Soul.
I saw my old thoughts of comparison and judgment and apologized to the frog and picked him up.

It felt as if he felt loved. Don’t ask me how I  fell that…

I walked 10 meters further and put him save in a paddle away from the street.
It was there that I heard him clearly; “When are humans going to stop destroying nature?”

This sounds maybe revolutionarily, but a dog is not more worth then a pig.
A cat is not more worth then a chicken.
A dolphin is not more worth then a fish.

Each individual category of animal has its own vibration.
My vibration really aligns good with dogs and dolphins and less with cats and sharks.
But they are equal in value…

I will even go further

Humans are not more worth then animals.

So stop testing on animals, stop stop stop
and
LOVE LOVE LOVE….

What we do to them, we do to ourselves.

We are not entitled to do with these innocent beings what we want…

I think I will cry now,

namaste

A new painting, the whale

This is a new painting...my experience with a whale encounter while

 I  was swimming in the deep blue ocean.

Please visit my website www.rainbowsheart.com

love Tamara

Lady bug

Lady bug

ok the pic is small, as the lady bug was small, but her precense was Oh So BIG!

Sometimes the ‘little’ things can make us happy. And sometimes those little things are not little at all.

I just finished a mural, I worked almost 3 days on it. I will have to review when the owner comes back from the mainland. It was fun and fun to just go for it and use all the paint I wanted!
I am just explaining why I didn’t write any post the last days: I was painting, painting and painting!
Today I went for my usual swim and when I came out of the water I saw there was a ladybug on my car.
I ‘screamed’ to my friend; “A lady bug, a lady bug!”
She looked at me as if I was losing a screw (Belgian expression to say somebody is nuts)

In Belgian lady bugs are considered LUCK!

So LUCK just flow on my car!

My friend asked; ”Why are you so excited?”

And I told her what symbol it has in Belgium. There we call a lady BUG a “Love little animal’, here it the US we call it a BUG. It is as if she is not granted her value here. How cultures can be different!

Anyway the moment I explained my friend about the symbolic meaning, the lady bug, het lieve heers beestje (ladybug in Dutch) flew away!
“Oh, there she goes”; said my friend.

I look behind me and saw her flying.

ok well I had the luck..well it stays with you..I tell my friend and suddenly…
something tickles on my arm…

I look and who was walking proud and shiny on my arm! Het lieveheersbeestje (lady bug)
She made a 90 degrees turn and landed on my arm.
Oh she was so cute. She was black as a matter a fact, but so small and beautiful. She kept tickling and my friend shouted now also of excitement; “Now you have two times LUCK!”

Never thought about that!

I miss sometimes my Belgian culture and now I would also miss my Hawaiian culture and the American one too. I am a mix of all.

This small lady bug was my teacher today. Luck can be found in the smallest things.

Her coming back and landing on my arm was the greatest luck of all. What an honor to have that sweet little bug on my arm. To connect with this creature that sees my arm as a landing place.…haha

Life is so wonderful if we are happy with what is.
We are kind and without resistance we receive all what comes on our path…here it is this sweet little lieveheersbeesje (lady bug) that reflects the love inside of me.

That is the luck I saw in her beautiful little eyes today.
You are me and I am you.
I am lucky to be me,
you are lucky to be you.
And we so shine when we are, who we are.
Proud of our precense here on Earth.

She is proud,
she has the energy of a beautiful loving queen,

Your 'highness' THE Lady bug!

Mango rain

Mango s are raining on my head now. Today I received another 2 under my wind shield wiper. Once you open yourself for abundance and trust that what comes is in alignment with who you are…it all comes.
Today my buddies found me and they were so sweet. I start believing a little fin is growing on my back. Soon I won’t come anymore out of the Ocean and disappear with them. I love them so much.

I started a mural today. Hmm I might paint a mango tree on the wall. That would be so honoring right now. I have a feeling that the energy of the mango the essence of the mango is helping me right now. When I feel their energy I feel a joyful sweet enthusiasm for life. And that is exactly what I feel in my heart right now.

I feel so lucky I live in Hawaii. It is really awesome here. I love Maui.
Every day I see and count all the blessings in my life. I have a magical life right now.

It glooms just like the yellow orange mango.
Full of essence, full of joy, juicy and sweet.

Life is sweet!!!

These two pics are the wall before I touched it and after...still working on it...

Love to you all, rainbow

I want some attention!

Today my dolphin friends were amazing, eye to eye and all of them wanted special attention..or was it me who wanted special special attention?

:)

This is a New painting!
You can order it on my website
www.rainbowsheart.com

I have to tell something about attention.
I have experienced not long ago, that I really love it. Hah who doesn’t isn’t it?
I actually felt what it did in my body. And so I came to the end result, that giving somebody attention is really soothing and loving for them. That’s what I do with the dolphins and they love it, they turn around me… and around me… and around me…
So …when you give it comes back to you…because I love they are around me. I love them so so much!

I see when I give attention to my dolphin friend, his openness to receive is such a gift to me.
It is like I receive as much as him/her. The love that goes from my heart and the receptivity from the dolphin, makes a circle and it come right back to me. That is oneness.

That’s why it is so easy with animals! They are open to receive and we are also more open to receive.

I really experienced that with humans it is not so hard to give, but it is the receiving part where we get stuck! That’s where we need more work to do.
We think sometimes:

I don’t deserve it.
What does he want, he is so nice…
Does she really mean it?
etc etc…
Or we have so a low self imagine, the jester from the other doesn’t even reach our mind or heart to think or feel about it.

Anyway…so the solution is to be open and to learn how to receive. Knowing when you RECEIVE, you give to the other and to your Self!

And I have an example of that…another one then the ones we have with animal/human examples.

One night I was sitting on the beach painting. I had my paintings displayed and people were walking on the walkway enjoying the sunset.

See with the sunset we can do it!
When we receive the radiance of the sun, we are happy right?
Well, that makes the Sun happy!

When we smell a flower…
we give the flower attention and love!
In receiving its wonderful aroma we do it a service. WE LOVE the flower!

oK so I am sitting at sunset, in front of the magnificent turquoise Ocean, whales splashing around and a marvelous color pallet in front of my eyes. I was enjoying and absorbing all of it. I was in the moment and was in a trace of happiness and contentment. I was in a place of deep gratitude for my magical life!
I was open, I felt good about myself, I was radiant myself, I was love and happy. Suddenly somebody passes and all what he said was;”Oh my God, your art is beautiful!”
Well I can’t tell you what happened in that moment!
It was as if something was poured into my 7^th chakra. As somebody is caressing your hair and it really feels nice, but then everything like 10 times more intense.
I was almost exploding from joy and not only on an emotional level, but I felt it in my body. waaw

I thought about it…and you know thinking about it…it is useless.

But it happened to me yesterday walking on the beach again. The breeze was caressing my skin and I really felt good in my body, strong and self assured. I loved myself. Suddenly a friend passed and he said something really nice, he was giving me attention about my food behavior. And that is really strange; normally my hair goes straight up if somebody tells me what to eat. (Always wanna be free) But this time I felt it came from a place where this man really cared. I was open.

And I had it again. My 7^th chakra was open and it was as if golden energy was poured into it…

Oh my God…
I tell you, just open for all the gifts that are around you and RECEIVE..it is the most beautiful loving thing you can do …

For the wind, the sky, the Ocean, the snow, the child, the man, the tree, the woman, the breeze, the flower, the rain, the sun….YOU!

RECEIVE YOU through the other..there is no separation anymore..We are all one!

Namaste!

Don't forget to buy my paintins and to be open to receive some attention from my wonderful art!

More mango

Today I came out of the water…found my sweet friends. I so adore them and I have the feeling they get so used to me and my singing. They let me in the middle of the pod.
 My friend J. said; ”Soon Rainbow (that’s how all my friends call me) will emerge with the dolphins and disappear with them. We won’t see her again.”
Well, that is already the case, even though I still walk on land sometimes.
But the good news is that their energy is with me most of the time. (If my mind doesn’t trick me)
And…that it also reflects in my paintings.
I paint with a lot of dolphin energy….yeah!

So I came out of the warm water and one of my friends S, asked me; “Rainbow, you want to share my mango with me?”

Mmmm …more mango.
Yep, good manifestation!

So, easy with small things, right? (to understand this you have to read my blog from yesterday)

But what about my big dream?

I want to manifest Rainbow stores all around the Us. I want stores where I sell wearable art.

The shop would contain clothing with my art on it and my inspirational slogans.
It would carry a lot of dolphin energy…
Yes, that is one of my dreams.

I want to spread love through my art, so we send love around the whole world.

I am told…by my own inner Source, that my art can help heal the world.
And hei, I came all the way from Belgium, because I heard I had to come and bring my art and gifts here. I feel it is time, to manifest this…

what I see as image is Cinderella and the huge pumpkin and the mice that changes in horses…
Well I see my mango changing in a wagon to carry me to what I feel inside is my service to the world.

I don’t have problem to create, I need help with marketing and selling.
I am ready to receive some support…the mice become horses…
And Cinderella’s shoe is symbolic for wearing my real life purpose.

No slavery any more of serving somebody’s else’s dream. I can have my own!
I find my real partner, God and we work together…to serve the world.

Ok where is the good fairy, to bring this all about?

Is that me?
is the good fairy in me symbol for my own loving thoughts towards me?
Hmm the good fairy isn’t that the thoughts we can use to live in heaven?
And the bad fairy is our thoughts that try to tell us WE CAN’T?

My good fairy inside did already a very good job:

I am really happy in Maui. I adore the climate, the Ocean, the dolphins, the whales, the turtles, my friends,…my life…

My inspiring insights took me away from the topic of this blog…wooha  MORE MANGO!

You know if something as a certain fruit, vegetable or something else comes to me so intensely.
I know it is time for me to connect with the essence of that object, person, animal, etc…

In this case the mango.
What are you telling me, mango?

When I really listen to the soul of mango..I  hear this:
Mango is full of life, so intense yellow, orange, red. It is a passionate fruit that hangs in joy at the trees. It is a fruit that almost sings of contentment for life, but that wants to pour everything out of it.
It is content, but in the same moment also open for more …
And so when the mango comes so intensely on your path, like it did with me the last days; it means that the essence of mango is in alignment with where I am at at this moment.
Or it says I can use its energy to accomplish something.

It is as if mango has two red cheeks. Mango loves life and dances so hard, its head gets red. Mango is, as we would say it in Belgium, a life-enjoyer!

Yeah! Let’s go for it!

I can have more!
I can have it all!

Love Tamara

Mango

We all know how to manifest, right?

It is not difficult, if it is with small things.
That is what I experienced.
There are NO THOUGHTS there to tell me I can’t have it, I can’t do it, I can’t be it,…
Point is..with small things..if our thoughts tell us, you can’t have it, we don’t believe it!

And that is the difference!

With big things we believe we can’t manifest it, because it is to big.
 
It is that simple.

Ok for a whole week I was longing for a mango. I saw it in my mind; I could already taste it in my mouth.
I was feeling it in my hand. I was looking to mango trees along the road and was feeling the desire again.
Even water came in my mouth just thinking of having a mango.

I’ll buy one I thought.
Oh am busy now, tomorrow.
And then tomorrow became another tomorrow.

Until this morning!

Aha! I came out of our beautiful Pacific Ocean and what was sitting under the wind shield wiper of my car???

A MANGO!

Somebody had gifted me with a delicious mango!

3 days to create a mango…not bad…

Now I go for the so called big things.

The point is it is all the same, we just think it is bigger, because again WE THINK it is harder to get it.

It’s not…just thoughts again…
Good news is that we can change thoughts in a sec…
Ok now  am off…
longing for my big things…

Two mangos!!

haha
tamara