When I leap into your heart

 

When I leap into your heart
I forget
               to breathe
(because)
the resonance of your being,
your heart beat within,
breathes me…

When I leap into your heart
I forget
              to think
…
the spaciousness of your being,
your emptiness within,
‘thinks’ me…

When I leap into your heart
I forget
               to look
…
the awareness of your being,
your eyes within,
‘looks’ me…(*)

 

When I leap into your heart
I forget
               to speak
…
the truth of your being,
your power within,
‘talks’ me…(*)

When I leap into your heart
I forget
               to listen
…
the silence of your being
your void within,
‘listens’ me.(*)

When I leap into your heart
I forget
              to smell
…
The flagrance of your being,
your love within,
scents me.

 

When I leap into your heart
I forget
              to feel,
…
the tenderness of your being,
your deep sweetness within,
caresses me.

 

When I leap into your heart
I forget
               me,
…
the openness of your being,
your freedom within,
awakens me.

 

When I leap into your heart
I fall into you,
MY love,
YOU
who’s
me.

Me
who's,
you,

I fall into me,

When I leap into your heart....

 

(*)Looks me, Listens me…when you read those words, you can imagine that the “IAM” of the person I am talking to (in my case Mamaji) is my own ‘IAM’ as well it is hers.
It is as if she is awareness in my body, looking through my eyes, breathing my breathe, listening through my ears,….
And that awareness that she is, is me….:)

This poem is dedicated to Mamaji. My mom, teacher…
I realized yesterday that I still lose my balance once a while and that her support is holding me up a lot of times. ( a lot of times)
I could see through this event that it is time for me, to support me as much as she supports me.

Can I give myself the life I want?
The freedom I want and can I support myself as much Mamaji supports me?
Can I give myself the freedom to live without a mind?

Can I be so free as she is?

Can I have a free loving heart as she has?

YES! I want to!

I am ready to leap into Mamaji’s heart, so I fall into my own…J

Can I live a life of truth?
Can I love myself enough…or so much to let me live in pure awareness all the time?

YES! I want to!

 

Thank you Mamaji for the safety I have by being in your heart since more than a year…
I changed so much, thanks to your love and support.
I would never have been able to do this on my own…

I am free in a  lot of ways…and I know I can be even more free…and I want too...

Time to leap into my own heart! That's where you are, MamajI!

Lolololololove yume Mamaji!

 

Love Rainbow
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