Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
My readings
Gave some readings today in Paia, it was awesome...this time for two Italians. One of them was translating me..haha I had to speak slowly in English. I wonder how my Dutch is, It is so a long time ago...later tonight I am calling with my friend in the Netherlands and it is always hilarious...I have to come into the Dutch language again...it takes about 10 minutes...
Anyway you can always order 30 minute readings at $45/half hour or $80/hour.
It is a lot of fun and we go to the depth of the issue. Locks getting unlocked.
http://www.rainbowsheart.com/heart_messages.shtml#spiritual_readings
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Mahalo
MAHALO dolphins, MAHALO whales, MAHALO GOD….
The vibration of MAHALO (gratitude in hawaiian) for allowing me to be in your energy!!!!
I am so happy to be in Maui.
Mahalo for my dear dear friends I have on this planet Earth!
The vibration of MAHALO (gratitude in hawaiian) for allowing me to be in your energy!!!!
I am so happy to be in Maui.
Mahalo for my dear dear friends I have on this planet Earth!
Love Rainbow
This is a painting of whales. I painted a couple of month's ago. Kind of my experience of today. You can order this print or painting with visiting my website http://www.rainbowsheart.com/
or by calling me 808-754-5883
How happiness is SIMPLE
I had a blessed day today, yesterday and the day before. Dolphins and turtles, lots of turtles.
It gives hope! I see a lot of little ones. Building together to not only keep Nature but to restore it!
It gives hope! I see a lot of little ones. Building together to not only keep Nature but to restore it!
I took a plastic piece of a bag from a dolphin the other day. I know I can start only with myself. I have the saying; “Don’t scream and complain, before you know you do your immense best to do it yourself already!” Anyway Hawaii is very clean in my feeling. We are lucky!
You know how life is. It is interesting and unpredictable. I say this because yesterday when I was swimming in the ocean with some friends we saw a turtle with something long white at its head. What I first thought was a bag, was in fact a corn fish. You know those long cute fish. They can be like a half a meter or more. The corn fish head was at the head of the turtle and its tail was going left to right. It looked as if the fish was getting a turtle back ride. It was amazing to see. The fish was falling off a few times, but he swam back and was holding on.
We swam far with them and just watched. Suddenly the turtle needed to get up for air. The corn fish had to let go. I thought the party was over. But oooh no! The corn fish actually waited for the turtle to come down and he jumped on the turtles back again. My friends and I were amazed!
“Did you see that?”
My friend T. said;”I wonder if it is the same turtle and corn fish I saw 3 months ago.”
You know how life is. It is interesting and unpredictable. I say this because yesterday when I was swimming in the ocean with some friends we saw a turtle with something long white at its head. What I first thought was a bag, was in fact a corn fish. You know those long cute fish. They can be like a half a meter or more. The corn fish head was at the head of the turtle and its tail was going left to right. It looked as if the fish was getting a turtle back ride. It was amazing to see. The fish was falling off a few times, but he swam back and was holding on.
We swam far with them and just watched. Suddenly the turtle needed to get up for air. The corn fish had to let go. I thought the party was over. But oooh no! The corn fish actually waited for the turtle to come down and he jumped on the turtles back again. My friends and I were amazed!
“Did you see that?”
My friend T. said;”I wonder if it is the same turtle and corn fish I saw 3 months ago.”
Also here in this bay.
“Well”, I said,” I like that story. Just let us take that for truth. It is an amazing story!
A corn fish in love with a turtle!”
A corn fish in love with a turtle!”
It taught me big lessons.
1) Love is unpredictable. Only the two or more involved can feel the love and no one outside can judge weighter it is true or not! How many times do we judge about two people loving each other, in the sense of;”They belong together or they don’t.” How can we know? Only they can.
2) My friends and I choose the story we wanted to believe about the turtle and the corn fish. We made a love story of it. We could easily have chosen to approach it in any other way. That is the same with our own lives! We have the power to create our own lives in the beliefs we choose to believe!
3) Animals really are just in the now and don’t have a notion of;” I have to go on a diet.”
Or “He looks to thin, I don’t want him.”
Or "I have to safe for tomorrow"….
Animals just are in the now…
Jieee! That’s where I want to be.
4) A teacher can appear in the embodiment of a turtle and a corn fish.
5) I bet there are more thing to learn, but I didn’t see it yet…
I just enjoyed so much their joy together…It changed my life…
1) Love is unpredictable. Only the two or more involved can feel the love and no one outside can judge weighter it is true or not! How many times do we judge about two people loving each other, in the sense of;”They belong together or they don’t.” How can we know? Only they can.
2) My friends and I choose the story we wanted to believe about the turtle and the corn fish. We made a love story of it. We could easily have chosen to approach it in any other way. That is the same with our own lives! We have the power to create our own lives in the beliefs we choose to believe!
3) Animals really are just in the now and don’t have a notion of;” I have to go on a diet.”
Or “He looks to thin, I don’t want him.”
Or "I have to safe for tomorrow"….
Animals just are in the now…
Jieee! That’s where I want to be.
4) A teacher can appear in the embodiment of a turtle and a corn fish.
5) I bet there are more thing to learn, but I didn’t see it yet…
I just enjoyed so much their joy together…It changed my life…
how happiness is very simple!!!
This painting is available in print on my website, please vist http://www.rainbowsheart.com/
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Touched by Grace
A new painting...called 'Touched by grace'…and her aumakua (means power animal in Hawaiian)
the owl..
the owl..
In this new beginning of the year, the year of2012, things will change.
Many of us have waited for this date to occur, many of us thought that huge changes will happen..and many of us were right. Look around you…
When you look in the far past of human existence, drastic things always happened. Drastic changes changed things so much that dinosaurs disappeared and other life gave birth. So why would it be more different now?
It doesn’t seem that we are in the verge of such a change..there is no ice time…
Many of us have waited for this date to occur, many of us thought that huge changes will happen..and many of us were right. Look around you…
When you look in the far past of human existence, drastic things always happened. Drastic changes changed things so much that dinosaurs disappeared and other life gave birth. So why would it be more different now?
It doesn’t seem that we are in the verge of such a change..there is no ice time…
We wonder…
What is the big change then?
What I hear (when I write when I hear I am writing from a guidance within me. Don’t ask me where it comes from. I don’t know myself. I think it doesn’t have a name. It just is.) is that the changes that are occurring in our world are of a much greater impact then we can ever imagine.
What I hear (when I write when I hear I am writing from a guidance within me. Don’t ask me where it comes from. I don’t know myself. I think it doesn’t have a name. It just is.) is that the changes that are occurring in our world are of a much greater impact then we can ever imagine.
Our world is thrown more upside down then we are aware of.
What we believed yesterday, we can’t believe today any more.
Within myself there are huge changes happening. I see more and more I live in a dream. Nothing of what is happening is the truth. More and more I am leaving this world of pain and suffering and am coming in a peace that is expressed in this painting. She sees the light and knows all is well. The owl stands for the wisdom that resides within her.
It doesn’t go about earthy worries anymore, but about essence truths in each one of us.
Peace, love, compassion, truth….I hear that is where we are moving into.
What we believed yesterday, we can’t believe today any more.
Within myself there are huge changes happening. I see more and more I live in a dream. Nothing of what is happening is the truth. More and more I am leaving this world of pain and suffering and am coming in a peace that is expressed in this painting. She sees the light and knows all is well. The owl stands for the wisdom that resides within her.
It doesn’t go about earthy worries anymore, but about essence truths in each one of us.
Peace, love, compassion, truth….I hear that is where we are moving into.
The woman in my painting is in the field of ‘I am’ and has mastered her thoughts here on earth. She came to a place of NO-thought and so radiates a peace, because she IS peace.
In the life she lives today she should be worrying; “will I have enough food, will I be able to pay my rent,…and the only thing she hears from deep within is. Paint and all is well. Live now and all is well. Smile and enjoy. Laugh and be still. Life as if it is your last day on earth. What was yesterday is gone, there is no tomorrow. How would you celebrate the now then?”
In the life she lives today she should be worrying; “will I have enough food, will I be able to pay my rent,…and the only thing she hears from deep within is. Paint and all is well. Live now and all is well. Smile and enjoy. Laugh and be still. Life as if it is your last day on earth. What was yesterday is gone, there is no tomorrow. How would you celebrate the now then?”
It feels like the hanging man, surrender and acceptance of what is. There is nothing more to do then to do in every new moment what you feel you WANT to do. And God is in all of that….
TRUSTING all is well.
Monday, December 26, 2011
My shitty thoughts
It is 3 days ago that I really wrote and so many things happened again. Well, Christmas for sure. I took the chance to rest. That was priceless. I didn’t go anywhere then only looking for my friends on shore and in the water. On Christmas day 6 Naia (dolphin in Hawaiian) played with me for a while. In fact they were playing with each other and they allowed me to share in the joy. They were having love ‘kriebels” (Belgian word for itching, but in a really good way)
It was a blessing to be so close to them. I almost start believing they really like me.
It was a blessing to be so close to them. I almost start believing they really like me.
My friend H. who normally swims with me had to work and said;
”They love us. They really love us, Rainbow.”
After so many times…I believe it.
And you know what I love them so so much!
Anyway my Christmas was already a blast...being in the flow with my sisters and brothers.
Life is so great.
”They love us. They really love us, Rainbow.”
After so many times…I believe it.
And you know what I love them so so much!
Anyway my Christmas was already a blast...being in the flow with my sisters and brothers.
Life is so great.
And then at night with sunset I went walking at Keawakapu beach. The whales gave us a show I will never forget, and that on Christmas day. I think they were with 6 and about 40 meters out in the ocean. They were breaching and playing with each other. They were so expressing their happiness!
It just brings a smile on your face. (In Belgian we would say it ‘magics’ a smile on your face)
It just brings a smile on your face. (In Belgian we would say it ‘magics’ a smile on your face)
And then this happened too and it is sooo a fun story.
For me not so much really, but afterwards I did laugh.
This story shows how the Universe has a very humorous way to make things CLEAR.
Sometimes, the message has to be more obvious, because it is the 11th time the message was sent to you; but the receiver was not home, blind or deaf.
Haha…
Anyway while I was enjoying the whales I ran into my friend S. and he shared with me that he broke up with his wife. I listened and then told my story about my breakup and how it still hurts and blab la bla…
Lots of past tense stuff that is not helping to have a good feeling in the present moment.
For me not so much really, but afterwards I did laugh.
This story shows how the Universe has a very humorous way to make things CLEAR.
Sometimes, the message has to be more obvious, because it is the 11th time the message was sent to you; but the receiver was not home, blind or deaf.
Haha…
Anyway while I was enjoying the whales I ran into my friend S. and he shared with me that he broke up with his wife. I listened and then told my story about my breakup and how it still hurts and blab la bla…
Lots of past tense stuff that is not helping to have a good feeling in the present moment.
Luckily we have DOGS that help us to BE in the present moment.
Be like a dog and get enlightened right away J! No past memories, no future worries.
Just the now now now!….It’s like they speak it too. Woef, woef, woef…Now, now,now…
Anyway, his dog (how the dog did it I still don’t know, but he did) turned his butt to me and kind of swapped against my knee. That would not be a problem, if there was NO POOP on his butt.
But unfortunately there was. For now in the story (you are reading it in the now), it is funny of course…J
For me it was not in that present moment! NOW, I am in the next present moment I can laugh with it…
I didn’t say anything to S. and went to the first shower and showered my knee for about 5 minutes intensely.
Just the now now now!….It’s like they speak it too. Woef, woef, woef…Now, now,now…
Anyway, his dog (how the dog did it I still don’t know, but he did) turned his butt to me and kind of swapped against my knee. That would not be a problem, if there was NO POOP on his butt.
But unfortunately there was. For now in the story (you are reading it in the now), it is funny of course…J
For me it was not in that present moment! NOW, I am in the next present moment I can laugh with it…
I didn’t say anything to S. and went to the first shower and showered my knee for about 5 minutes intensely.
J
You can imagine that I immediately knew that this was not really an accident?J
That it was time to listen to this?
That the Universe maybe had tried for MANY many times already…
making me clear…
I was CLEARING my knee…
to let go…
Of the SHIT on my knee.
yes yes yes, I knew immediately that I had to let go of my old story….
making me clear…
I was CLEARING my knee…
to let go…
Of the SHIT on my knee.
yes yes yes, I knew immediately that I had to let go of my old story….
The knee is symbol of bending.
I had to bend with the Universe and with what was now and trusting that what left my life was for the better. Otherwise it would still be in my life. Sometimes we forget that and we hang on, especially on days like Christmas.
I had to bend with the Universe and with what was now and trusting that what left my life was for the better. Otherwise it would still be in my life. Sometimes we forget that and we hang on, especially on days like Christmas.
But it was CLEAR to me that when The Universe sends me a dog as messenger, not with ordinary words…but with actually leaving me with a symbol of my ‘shitty’ thoughts...on my knee…
it was TIME
to listen…
I couldn’t pretend I didn’t hear or see it.
It is materialized on my knee!
I can’t ignore that.
NO! Now I even had to look at closely to clean it thoroughly.
it was TIME
to listen…
I couldn’t pretend I didn’t hear or see it.
It is materialized on my knee!
I can’t ignore that.
NO! Now I even had to look at closely to clean it thoroughly.
Ok ok…
what only softened the event was that in Belgium we consider this as good luck and the beginning of prosperity. J
what only softened the event was that in Belgium we consider this as good luck and the beginning of prosperity. J
Here a painting of a friend’s dog in Belgium. I love to paint dogs and I already made Soulpaintings of dogs and their masters. There is always a deep connection between those two and it is amazing to look at.
Go to my website www.rainbowsheart.com for more information if you would like to order a painting….
Go to my website www.rainbowsheart.com for more information if you would like to order a painting….
Saturday, December 24, 2011
We are the light!
Merry Christmas
Gelukkig Kerstfeest!
Mele kalikimaka!
Gelukkig Kerstfeest!
Mele kalikimaka!
Also in Dolphin Paradise Christ is born….
the light in each one of us, the spontaneous inner Child….
the light in each one of us, the spontaneous inner Child….
We are all one breath, one spirit…
Love to everyone…
Love to everyone…
Don’t only think today to your brother and sisters that have it less fortunate…well we think…we can’t know, right?
Anyway for everyone that thinks he/she is alone…being alone is a concept that doesn’t exist.
We only have that feeling because we THINK the concept of being alone..we just need to turn that thought around and think we are ALL ONE.
Anyway for everyone that thinks he/she is alone…being alone is a concept that doesn’t exist.
We only have that feeling because we THINK the concept of being alone..we just need to turn that thought around and think we are ALL ONE.
I kind of know what I am talking about..I was an ‘alone-thinker’ for a long time…Now I came to see, it just doesn’t exist. I believed something that is not even there!
Merry Merry Christmas to you all…
Here in the painting you see the dolphins being curious for the light…this painting is not only for Christmas, but is for always. Every moment is that special moment that we can go back to who we really are…light and love…
Mele Kalikimaka, Merry Christmas, Gelukkig kerstfeest!
Friday, December 23, 2011
The lightening star is coming....
It is almost Christmas. Today was rather a calm but productive day. Productive in the sense that I shined some light on some illusions I believed since....long. When that happens, you feel a freedom you never felt before.
I feel a deep presence within myself lately. Life is so exciting!
Every day I let go of more old beliefs, more and more, and it feels so liberating!
I feel that almost 99% of what I believed was NOT true. It is devastating to see that.
Yes! It all started just before my birthday (December 3th). (It probably started already before I was born, I just didn’t hear nor see it. J)
I was following since a long time some spiritual teachings, which I now can’t believe anymore. I see that it is the change inside of me that is eliminating a big part of my life. And in the same time also illuminating my life! The old is dying and the new is being reborn.
The image I see is the caterpillar that transforms into the butterfly. This whole month I am in this deep process of transformation. Maybe so is everyone!
We get in these situations a few times in our life. I feel that this time it has a much bigger impact on me, than ever before. Or did I forget?
I start seeing deeply that most of our lives are dreams, illusions and not truth.
I am not there yet to see truth fully, but I do see a lot of false beliefs that keeps us asleep.
I feel we are in a very intense transition time.
Maybe numbers doesn’t mean anything neither, but my feeling says that these last days 12/20/2011-12/21/2011-12/22/2011 are memorable days.
Also this Christmas seems like a special one. We all know about 2012 and the end of the Mayan calendar. What I hear is that it is the end of time.
We all read in many spiritual literature that time doesn’t exist.
Well this is it.
It doesn’t, I came to see.
Now the time(J) has come to not only talk about it, but walk it.
Showing that there is no distance between you and the Universe/God…no distance in time, nor space… It is when we will turn away from everything that is so called guiding us, like books, tarot cards, astrology,..anything you can think off and come to that SPACE where you are co-creator and know that all is well.
Everything that happens is because it IS. No Good or bad…no judgment.
You FEEL God, a prayer is not begging anymore but clear communication with the God’s self in you. God’s self, inner self, Higher Self, God, Universe, Soul,…whatever…
I AM.
And what do I want? What do I want to experience…what will I play next…and I chose from a place of ‘I am’.
And when I talk about this I am not only talking about the words I type down here.i talk about REALLY feeling it. There is NO distance anymore with your Soul and God. One. Feel it. It is different nowadays.
I was in Lahaina today. I enjoy that little village so much. It is warm and it has a cozy buziiiness. (like little bees flying around to make honey) It reminds me to the little villages in the South of France, but then more tropical. The west Maui Mountains are so present on the background. They are so robust and strong.
I took a dive next to the Lahaina harbor. I enjoyed it so much! The warm water was caressing my skin. The rays of the sun were showing a grand spectacle into the water. The rays were making the coral bright yellow and green. A lot of fish were staring at me as I was ‘the danger of the day’. (JThe shark, Boeha! What a thought!) Harmless I was swimming between lots of Humuhumunukunukuapua'a’s. It is the Hawaiian state fish. Everything was so vibrant. The sunrays were even making rainbows around the coral.
It was a magical world. And I was just there. In the energy of I AM….
I stayed long enough to taste the Christmas atmosphere in Lahaina.
I loved it! The whole huge banyan tree in the middle of town was full of bright Christmas lights. People were walking around and Mika birds were telling loud bed time stories to each other. I love it! People shopping , others looking for a restaurant. Hmmm sounds familiar to Belgium! But then here a little warmer right now!
Christmas comes always after the Solstice announcing new light, a new birth…I feel it in my life intensely and the only thing I can do is surrender and accept. There are things and people that are falling away and others that come in my life. It is TIME to go with the flow and to know that you ARE that flow. It is so exciting!!!!
MELE KALIKIMAKA!!!!!! ( means Christmas in Hawaiian)
I feel a deep presence within myself lately. Life is so exciting!
Every day I let go of more old beliefs, more and more, and it feels so liberating!
I feel that almost 99% of what I believed was NOT true. It is devastating to see that.
Yes! It all started just before my birthday (December 3th). (It probably started already before I was born, I just didn’t hear nor see it. J)
I was following since a long time some spiritual teachings, which I now can’t believe anymore. I see that it is the change inside of me that is eliminating a big part of my life. And in the same time also illuminating my life! The old is dying and the new is being reborn.
The image I see is the caterpillar that transforms into the butterfly. This whole month I am in this deep process of transformation. Maybe so is everyone!
We get in these situations a few times in our life. I feel that this time it has a much bigger impact on me, than ever before. Or did I forget?
I start seeing deeply that most of our lives are dreams, illusions and not truth.
I am not there yet to see truth fully, but I do see a lot of false beliefs that keeps us asleep.
I feel we are in a very intense transition time.
Maybe numbers doesn’t mean anything neither, but my feeling says that these last days 12/20/2011-12/21/2011-12/22/2011 are memorable days.
Also this Christmas seems like a special one. We all know about 2012 and the end of the Mayan calendar. What I hear is that it is the end of time.
We all read in many spiritual literature that time doesn’t exist.
Well this is it.
It doesn’t, I came to see.
Now the time(J) has come to not only talk about it, but walk it.
Showing that there is no distance between you and the Universe/God…no distance in time, nor space… It is when we will turn away from everything that is so called guiding us, like books, tarot cards, astrology,..anything you can think off and come to that SPACE where you are co-creator and know that all is well.
Everything that happens is because it IS. No Good or bad…no judgment.
You FEEL God, a prayer is not begging anymore but clear communication with the God’s self in you. God’s self, inner self, Higher Self, God, Universe, Soul,…whatever…
I AM.
And what do I want? What do I want to experience…what will I play next…and I chose from a place of ‘I am’.
And when I talk about this I am not only talking about the words I type down here.i talk about REALLY feeling it. There is NO distance anymore with your Soul and God. One. Feel it. It is different nowadays.
I was in Lahaina today. I enjoy that little village so much. It is warm and it has a cozy buziiiness. (like little bees flying around to make honey) It reminds me to the little villages in the South of France, but then more tropical. The west Maui Mountains are so present on the background. They are so robust and strong.
I took a dive next to the Lahaina harbor. I enjoyed it so much! The warm water was caressing my skin. The rays of the sun were showing a grand spectacle into the water. The rays were making the coral bright yellow and green. A lot of fish were staring at me as I was ‘the danger of the day’. (JThe shark, Boeha! What a thought!) Harmless I was swimming between lots of Humuhumunukunukuapua'a’s. It is the Hawaiian state fish. Everything was so vibrant. The sunrays were even making rainbows around the coral.
It was a magical world. And I was just there. In the energy of I AM….
I stayed long enough to taste the Christmas atmosphere in Lahaina.
I loved it! The whole huge banyan tree in the middle of town was full of bright Christmas lights. People were walking around and Mika birds were telling loud bed time stories to each other. I love it! People shopping , others looking for a restaurant. Hmmm sounds familiar to Belgium! But then here a little warmer right now!
Christmas comes always after the Solstice announcing new light, a new birth…I feel it in my life intensely and the only thing I can do is surrender and accept. There are things and people that are falling away and others that come in my life. It is TIME to go with the flow and to know that you ARE that flow. It is so exciting!!!!
MELE KALIKIMAKA!!!!!! ( means Christmas in Hawaiian)
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Hawaii, Maui 12/21/2011, I see the light....
Tudelu!
Hoped and prayed to have dolphins today! Especially today on 12/21/2011
A special day because it is solstice and look to all those one’s and two’s in the number of today.
It is just fun to watch. I was just so happy this morning. What a wonderful day! And to be lived by me!
It felt like Easter this morning..I would have a lot of chocolate eggs to pick!
I swam out and swam very far. Maybe I would find some dolphins?
What was out there in the deep Ocean?
ok I am a dolphin lover, I will admit. I always long to find them!
I didn’t really find them and then suddenly I gave it up. I was enjoying myself any way in the extremely soft water. I was ok, not to disappointed. I was just happy.
A special day because it is solstice and look to all those one’s and two’s in the number of today.
It is just fun to watch. I was just so happy this morning. What a wonderful day! And to be lived by me!
It felt like Easter this morning..I would have a lot of chocolate eggs to pick!
I swam out and swam very far. Maybe I would find some dolphins?
What was out there in the deep Ocean?
ok I am a dolphin lover, I will admit. I always long to find them!
I didn’t really find them and then suddenly I gave it up. I was enjoying myself any way in the extremely soft water. I was ok, not to disappointed. I was just happy.
Then it occurred to me to find by dolphin buddy H. So I started looking for her.
I saw her in the distance. The waves were rocking high; it was difficult to see anything, really. Then I mean, anything seeing above the water, because the waves are too big.
You have to know that it is like you are in the middle of a wave orchestra. You go up and down and just surrender to the symphony of waves.
I started swimming towards H.
And …what I didn’t know was that she had seen me and she was swimming towards me.
(J we talked about it later when we were on land)
You have to know that it is like you are in the middle of a wave orchestra. You go up and down and just surrender to the symphony of waves.
I started swimming towards H.
And …what I didn’t know was that she had seen me and she was swimming towards me.
(J we talked about it later when we were on land)
Suddenly UNEXPECTED a dolphin appeared in front of my face. Only one…, saying;”Hello, wanna swim with us?”
They adopted me in the pod in one… two …three.
I had this before, but today it was very obvious they WANTED it.
YOU, you are gonna swim with us.(Jno problem for me. I can be forced this time. Normally I run away from situations like that. Now I immensely appreciated it!)
And they turned around and picked up my friend H. too.
It really does something.
I know I am always sooo excited to describe all of this, but it is.
It is so exciting.
It is a wonder and I am so blessed to have this in my life.
They adopted me in the pod in one… two …three.
I had this before, but today it was very obvious they WANTED it.
YOU, you are gonna swim with us.(Jno problem for me. I can be forced this time. Normally I run away from situations like that. Now I immensely appreciated it!)
And they turned around and picked up my friend H. too.
It really does something.
I know I am always sooo excited to describe all of this, but it is.
It is so exciting.
It is a wonder and I am so blessed to have this in my life.
Each moment I have I am so absorbing intensely. I am in the NOW in all those moments!
They were a little sleepy and just accepted us to be sleepy with them. We were in the ohana (family in Hawaiian) one of them. We were having a ‘sleep over’. (Jthey were sleepy remember)
They were a little sleepy and just accepted us to be sleepy with them. We were in the ohana (family in Hawaiian) one of them. We were having a ‘sleep over’. (Jthey were sleepy remember)
After a half hour they disappeared and after a while H. and I decided to swim back. We watched a last time and shouted;”ok guys we are going! If you wanna see us the time is now!”
And hup there they were, looking at us;”Where are you guys going?”
It was an incredible wonderful experience.
I am so in gratitude. And also for this, I want to express my gratitude.
It was an incredible wonderful experience.
I am so in gratitude. And also for this, I want to express my gratitude.
I had not seen my friend H, for about 2 years and it always had saddened me. Circumstances had brought us on different paths, things we had to learn. And I can only speak about myself.
(Lots of things I had to learn)
But now suddenly she appeared in my life again, just like that dolphin that unexpectedly showed up in front of me.
I learned today that we sometimes have to let go of people and learn lessons somewhere else and when the time is ripe, you come together again or not…but in surrender and acceptance hides something really beautiful.
That beautiful is the space you leave open for miracles and unexpected moments ALLOWING to happen.
I am so happy! Thank you Universe, thank you ‘me’ to create these miracles….(start giving myself more and more credit for all the beauty I create. Ok if my life su… then I have to take that responsibility too J) But it is up to me! Hihi!
Yes Yes Yes, we are the awesome creators of our own world.
Look around you, all what you create is yours.
What a blessing!
What a power!
This painting is for all of you to celebrate solstice 2011!(Lots of things I had to learn)
But now suddenly she appeared in my life again, just like that dolphin that unexpectedly showed up in front of me.
I learned today that we sometimes have to let go of people and learn lessons somewhere else and when the time is ripe, you come together again or not…but in surrender and acceptance hides something really beautiful.
That beautiful is the space you leave open for miracles and unexpected moments ALLOWING to happen.
I am so happy! Thank you Universe, thank you ‘me’ to create these miracles….(start giving myself more and more credit for all the beauty I create. Ok if my life su… then I have to take that responsibility too J) But it is up to me! Hihi!
Yes Yes Yes, we are the awesome creators of our own world.
Look around you, all what you create is yours.
What a blessing!
What a power!
It is for the cute sleepy dolphins this morning..
And for the returning of my friend H.in my life.
This painting I made for a cover of a book that was published in Belgium. I illustrated a book for the animal organization GAIA that defends animal rights. It was only published in Dutch and French and was spread in the schools to make the children aware that dolphins don’t belong in ‘dolphinarium’.
(dolphinarium is a place where dolphins are captive and have to play in a circus)
Long live the freedom of every being on Earth!
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
The innocence of a dolphin
So today I went swimming in Ahihi and you know I was scared. After yesterday I had a yeckie feeling.
I always have that after an encounter with a shark. And this time I didn’t really saw him in the eye.
While I was swimming I had a hard time enjoying and for me that was no fun.
I saw that it were my thoughts that were bothering me and not really the reality. The reality was that the water was intense turquoise today. The sunrays were shining on the coral. The most beautiful fish were swimming and strolling around as if they were Christmas shopping. The water was so soft.
It was just so delicious!
I saw it was my head that was making me miserable. Last week I wanted to swim to a certain point and I would do that any day with my eyes closed. Today I was in fear, and I was turning in circles staying close to shore.
I got angry with myself. How could I just let me carry away like that? Again, I was giving my power to an image that did not even exist.
I always have that after an encounter with a shark. And this time I didn’t really saw him in the eye.
While I was swimming I had a hard time enjoying and for me that was no fun.
I saw that it were my thoughts that were bothering me and not really the reality. The reality was that the water was intense turquoise today. The sunrays were shining on the coral. The most beautiful fish were swimming and strolling around as if they were Christmas shopping. The water was so soft.
It was just so delicious!
I saw it was my head that was making me miserable. Last week I wanted to swim to a certain point and I would do that any day with my eyes closed. Today I was in fear, and I was turning in circles staying close to shore.
I got angry with myself. How could I just let me carry away like that? Again, I was giving my power to an image that did not even exist.
Suddenly I broke the spell with remembering what I was really thinking yesterday in the water ,when there was a shark, but I didn’t see him from close up.(I don’t need to!!! J thank you very much!)
Yesterday at a certain moment I thought :’I don’t know really know it was a shark , what if I pretend it were dolphins!?”
Yesterday at a certain moment I thought :’I don’t know really know it was a shark , what if I pretend it were dolphins!?”
Really true, I remember that now today!
Maybe that’s why he never (It has to be a he, sharks are always he’s J) came. It was not in my reality!
I pretended it were dolphins and that’s why I was so surprised that there were no turtles and the energy was weird. In my reality the shark were dolphins, and maybe that’s why I was in a safe bell?
Maybe that’s why he never (It has to be a he, sharks are always he’s J) came. It was not in my reality!
I pretended it were dolphins and that’s why I was so surprised that there were no turtles and the energy was weird. In my reality the shark were dolphins, and maybe that’s why I was in a safe bell?
You probably think am nuts?
But what if that can be true?
I believe that there are more realities existing simultaneously.
I believe that there are more realities existing simultaneously.
Would life be really as easy as that?
Can we really choose so easily our own reality?
I had to test it out. You know, I start knowing myself better and better (And I start liking me better and better J) I am a pioneer, a seeker, I want to change things and I especially want to do that through my art; but also through my perception on life.
I wanted to know. So I broke through the fear and pretended there were only dolphins and turtles in my environment and I swam to the particular spot.
There was a little honu that looked me in the eyes. I melted. She (it has to be a she J,haha) came and hang under my belly. We had the most wonderful time.
There was a little honu that looked me in the eyes. I melted. She (it has to be a she J,haha) came and hang under my belly. We had the most wonderful time.
And I swam back and saw another one…peace, love,….a rainbow at the sky. Sun, water,sunlight, coral, fishes everywhere getting Christmas presents…
These were my thoughts this night.
But what really stroke me tonight is that I became aware with this whole shark story, that I am a being that doesn’t see harm or maybe refuse to see harm? I just don’t see it. And when I was swimming to that spot, I feel there is a wanting in me that the shark would swim up to me as a dolphin, telling me;
” I was just joking in the past you know. I am not really dangerous. I am sweet and soft.”
But what really stroke me tonight is that I became aware with this whole shark story, that I am a being that doesn’t see harm or maybe refuse to see harm? I just don’t see it. And when I was swimming to that spot, I feel there is a wanting in me that the shark would swim up to me as a dolphin, telling me;
” I was just joking in the past you know. I am not really dangerous. I am sweet and soft.”
Is this naïf?
Or do I just not believe in violence or pain?
Why are the dolphins swimming in the cove to get killed?
Why would they do that?
Because they don’t see it, it is not their existence.
Many times in my life I was treated poorly and hurt.
And now I see I always looked to those people with NO understanding. More as an innocent child.
Why?
Why would you hurt another person?
Why would you do that?
Why would they do that?
Because they don’t see it, it is not their existence.
Many times in my life I was treated poorly and hurt.
And now I see I always looked to those people with NO understanding. More as an innocent child.
Why?
Why would you hurt another person?
Why would you do that?
I still don’t get it.
Because don’t you feel that if you hurt me, you hurt you?
Because don’t you feel that if you hurt me, you hurt you?
I want to spread love through my art, so people feel that they are love.
Many people told me, paint your pain. But I can’t. I am a messenger of love.
Pain is only there because I would have believed something that was not true.
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Help me change the world. Visit my website and hang my art around the world!
I honor the shark and see the love in him...her…
Love you all , Good night!
Love you all , Good night!
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Monday, December 19, 2011
So intense as a poppy
I don’t know what that is with me (Belgium English), but I guess I am an intense being and so I have sometimes an intense life. You see it in my art too. I am just somebody who lives intense!
So intense as poppy fields.
The red intensity of the poppy, so pure and integer.
A poppy lives its life with pure passion.
I think I am like that too. Sometimes it works in my favor, sometimes it works negative.
It depends on who I dedicate that passion too….If it is to God and my true self, I am flowering. If it is to an authority outside of me, I am a slave of my own dedication and endurance.
It depends on who I dedicate that passion too….If it is to God and my true self, I am flowering. If it is to an authority outside of me, I am a slave of my own dedication and endurance.
Anyway
It brought me Hawaii, and the dolphins, it brought me my art and my vibrant colors…
It brought me joy and happiness,
It also brought me sadness and pain.
Anyway I start this story ‘in passion’ (J) to give you this teaching today:
Always follow your bliss and don’t let your limited mind get to you. Follow your heart!!!
Today I followed my mind and that was not a good thing. But I know that now.
Following your heart is being your TRUE self, following your mind is fatal sometimes.
Really it is…listen to this…
I didn’t swim today where my heart wanted to be.
I didn’t swim today where my heart wanted to be.
So I went swimming at Kam3, because I had to be home fast so I could work and BE responsible.(My mind L)
Hmmm arriving there I look down on the water and I see something in the Ocean that is not familiar. It are no dolphins, I see.
But what can it be?
Would it be a shark?
Hmmm, it looks it is turning and swimming back in little circles.
Weird. Maybe it is a manta ray.
Hmmm arriving there I look down on the water and I see something in the Ocean that is not familiar. It are no dolphins, I see.
But what can it be?
Would it be a shark?
Hmmm, it looks it is turning and swimming back in little circles.
Weird. Maybe it is a manta ray.
No, it could be a shark.
No it is absolutely not a dolphin.
I look about 30 meters away….
I look about 30 meters away….
Hmmm it looks like a man size.
I look to the right and there are sitting two life guards talking to each other.
Hmmm..they don’t move.
Maybe it is not a shark.
I look back and wait a few minutes and see it again.
On the same spot.
Hmmmm dolphins would not stay at the same spot.
And there would be a whole pod.
I look back and wait a few minutes and see it again.
On the same spot.
Hmmmm dolphins would not stay at the same spot.
And there would be a whole pod.
Would a shark stay there?
Hmmmm…I look to my right…
Hmmmm…I look to my right…
The life guards keep on talking.
hmmm
They would warn them, right?
hmmm
They would warn them, right?
There are 10 people in the water…
I walk down…
Again, I see it. Same spot. Hmmmmm looks weird to me.
The life guards would have called already…it is probably ok.
I wait another two minutes.
I wait another two minutes.
Ok I am going in the water…while I am swimming I think and look at my left…there where that ‘thing’ was…I dive, it are no dolphins. I don’t hear them…
Nono..I knew that already. No dolphins. Impossible it would be a whale. It was too small for a whale.
Suddenly the thought came to me, if it was a shark. It can stand here in a sec.
So I am swimming now for a few minutes, oef it was probably no shark.
I am swimming and swimming and see no turtles. That is so weird. I always have turtles here. This energy is weird. After about a half hour I come out of the water and think, that was an unusual swim. I didn’t follow my bliss. It was not the right place…any way…I got to the point I was just enjoying the water in the present moment and I could let go of everything.
I am swimming and swimming and see no turtles. That is so weird. I always have turtles here. This energy is weird. After about a half hour I come out of the water and think, that was an unusual swim. I didn’t follow my bliss. It was not the right place…any way…I got to the point I was just enjoying the water in the present moment and I could let go of everything.
The rest of my day just flowed with ease and peace and was wonderful…
I thought..this is wonderful…no intensity this day…peaceful…
Is interesting, that is not really what I am used too.
Normally it sparks around me, everywhere.
Haha J
Normally it sparks around me, everywhere.
Haha J
I chose to walk on Keawakapu beach seeing the sunset. I even jumped in the water again. I was very peaceful…
I met some friends there and suddenly Marc asks;”Did you guys hear it? There was a shark here this morning.”
I met some friends there and suddenly Marc asks;”Did you guys hear it? There was a shark here this morning.”
Excuse me my language, but I said;”Sh..,I knew it.”
My friends were kind of surprised and upset I went in the water.
“Hei, I didn’t know”,I said.”I trusted the life guards!”
Waaw I am normally soooo scared of sharks. The first time I saw one, I knew that all the fear I had before of ‘being alone’, ‘having no money’, ….is nothing compared with the fear I had when I saw a shark just in front of me.
Waaw I am normally soooo scared of sharks. The first time I saw one, I knew that all the fear I had before of ‘being alone’, ‘having no money’, ….is nothing compared with the fear I had when I saw a shark just in front of me.
There are many teachings in this story without even going into detail.
First I want to let the Universe and my Inner self know that I understand that my life is a dream and I create it myself. Everything is an illusion. I am totally ok with all of that.
But sharks don’t belong in my movie! J
“Funny”, I hear, “then don’t step in their back yard.” (They don’t come often, luckily)
“ Then follow your heart and not your mind!” (This is a biggy, if we would do this all the time, the world would not be like it is right now)
Ok ok…
I am getting it
I am getting it
“And”…
What else?
DON’T GIVE YOUR AUTHORITY AWAY! Don’t trust others above your own feeling!
You saw it , you felt it…go in the flow with that. SURRENDER>>>>>>
To your TRUE SELF!
“How can the Universe give you the life you want, if you don’t follow what you want?”
“It is your job, nobodies else’s! Follow your heart!”
You are me, you know. When you follow your heart, you follow me.
And I can’t other than to follow you.
You are me, you know. When you follow your heart, you follow me.
And I can’t other than to follow you.
All love Rainbow
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Christmas is coming
It gets closer and closer ….Christmas 2011 is coming...I was watching a movie, a really good funny movie, at Julius house. And he actually made me feel it is getting Christmas! He had his table decorated and had little lights… We had so much fun together.
When I was driving home I had thoughts that were hurting me about something totally different. It was about a situation from the past…and now with Christmas it hurts more. There are probably people who feel like me. Lost loved ones and missing them, you know…What was interesting was the more I was thinking about those thoughts, the more sad I became.
Then I played the watcher and nodded my head. A half hour ago I was laughing with Julius and now I am sad? I saw it were my thoughts from the past that had nothing to do with this present moment that made my mode swing.
The Bee gees were singing loud;”A,a ah ah staying alive, staying alive!’ Happy uplifting music.
“What was wrong with me?”
Suddenly I felt alone.
Stop!
I decided in the moment to not give power to the thoughts that were hurting me and choice to be in truth: IN THE PRESENT MOMENT.
Driving in my car, still enjoying the pleasant evening, listening (and singing if I wished) with the Bee gees. Haleakala on my left and a thousand stars in the sky. Me, present in my car…I smile…
Try it when you have a feeling you miss someone, that someone is in your heart and never apart. It are your thoughts about the so called separation, that are the triggers…It is not the truth…
And I smile again…and start choosing different thoughts now…maybe some gratitude you swam with dolphins today again…you had a wonderful time with a friend….
To celebrate this I want to share this Christmas card with you all. It is one of my illustrations for Christmas. (always for sale in my art shop on my website http://www.rainbowsheart.com/)
TaLa La La LA la la, talalala la la la
When I was driving home I had thoughts that were hurting me about something totally different. It was about a situation from the past…and now with Christmas it hurts more. There are probably people who feel like me. Lost loved ones and missing them, you know…What was interesting was the more I was thinking about those thoughts, the more sad I became.
Then I played the watcher and nodded my head. A half hour ago I was laughing with Julius and now I am sad? I saw it were my thoughts from the past that had nothing to do with this present moment that made my mode swing.
The Bee gees were singing loud;”A,a ah ah staying alive, staying alive!’ Happy uplifting music.
“What was wrong with me?”
Suddenly I felt alone.
Stop!
I decided in the moment to not give power to the thoughts that were hurting me and choice to be in truth: IN THE PRESENT MOMENT.
Driving in my car, still enjoying the pleasant evening, listening (and singing if I wished) with the Bee gees. Haleakala on my left and a thousand stars in the sky. Me, present in my car…I smile…
Try it when you have a feeling you miss someone, that someone is in your heart and never apart. It are your thoughts about the so called separation, that are the triggers…It is not the truth…
And I smile again…and start choosing different thoughts now…maybe some gratitude you swam with dolphins today again…you had a wonderful time with a friend….
TaLa La La LA la la, talalala la la la
Friday, December 16, 2011
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